Brutiful Bitch

monetizeyourcat: vlogbloopers: wow get a job are you talking...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:56:33 -0400

vlogbloopers:

wow get a job

are you talking to the photographer or the dog because if you’re talking to the dog i agree

THATS ONE RAD MOM.

I just re-read my last post. Someone check me into the crazy house. Lol that shit ain’t...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:54:16 -0400

I just re-read my last post.

Someone check me into the crazy house.
Lol that shit ain’t makin’ no kinda sense.

Well it does. If you have ADD.

I hate being in the spotlight. Or under a microscope. I like people listening to me but I...

Sat, 18 May 2013 23:48:13 -0400

I hate being in the spotlight. Or under a microscope. I like people listening to me but I don’t like attention. What the fuck is that? What does that even mean?
Maybe I’m just a weirdo lol
I don’t know. Maybe its the pregger hormones. I’m trying to hard to be good, and do right but not really trying at all because being honest or true isn’t something I have to work at.
Maybe I’m just sweating everything too much because for once in my life I have shit that I genuinely don’t want to lose.

Rawr. When you don’t have shit all you do is dream about what you want. And when you have all you want you’re tripping shit trying to keep it.

Like meg from Hercules said, “people to crazy things when they’re in love”

I totally get this, so maybe I’m just being a bitch..but...

Wed, 08 May 2013 00:09:25 -0400

I totally get this, so maybe I’m just being a bitch..but quit blaming society for your lack of self esteem.
In the words of the great Katt Williams, “IT’S CALLED SELF ESTEEM BITCH! IT’S THE ESTEEM OF YOURSELF!!!”

Someone is always telling me I’m doing it wrong, or I need to change something or blah blah. So who...

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 21:51:39 -0400

Someone is always telling me I’m doing it wrong, or I need to change something or blah blah. So who the fuck am I supposed to listen to?

I just want to run away from it all. I can’t do this. This whole choosing sides thing.
It’s like I vented to you and you’re now using it against me, or maybe you are just helping. But who knows? Can I trust you?

Fuck this. And fuck people. It’s not like anyone will ever be truely happy.

I OCCASIONALLY DREAM ABOUT YOU AND IT SICKENS ME.

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 22:13:02 -0400

Get. Out. Of. My. Subconscious.

“Please let me haz le interwebz?!”

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 21:24:00 -0400

“Please let me haz le interwebz?!”

darlingimlovely: sev7en7: socialmeaning: sosungalittleclodofcl...

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 04:46:28 -0400

darlingimlovely:

sev7en7:

socialmeaning:

sosungalittleclodofclay:

kaijine:

a-high-horse-named-wallace:

whendinosfly:

a-high-horse-named-wallace:

psych-facts:

Our psychological state allows us to see only what we want/need/feel to see at a particular time. What are the first five words that you see? Note: This crossword tries to use the concept of projective tests, however is not validated. Enjoy however :)

naked, passion, secret, cum, feel

Wow, subconscious. You’re gonna call me out like that?

Rage maniac tea naked feel

Fool crush lust cum secret

Leave, rage, maniac, suicide, passion.

uh no. There is a time limit for grief. And the people that know...

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 04:45:54 -0400

uh no. There is a time limit for grief. And the people that know that realize that there is more to life than living in the past. They are the ones that are appreciative if what heart they have left.

NOT OUR DIVISION

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 17:28:50 -0400

I

DIDN’T

QUIET

REALISE

THAT

LESTRADE

HAD

GOT

SO

INTERNATIONAL

ALL

OF

A

SUDDEN

this leads me to the question, what or where is Lestrade’s division?

MEHHHHHH I'M CHRISTIAN ROYCE AND IMMA TALK SHIT BECAUSE I'M MAD THAT THE GIRL I DUMPED FOR MY CURRENT BUSTED ASS HOE IS HAPPY IN ANOTHER RELATIONSHIP.

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 16:05:20 -0400

Shut the fuck up please?

My life stopped being your business when you decided that you didn’t want to be in a relationship with me.

Stop talking shit about me and my fiancee because you’re fucking mad that you made the wrong fucking choice and are now unhappy with your current situation.

GO TEND TO YOUR PREGNANT WIFE! STOP FLIRTING AND TRYING TO PICK UP OTHER GIRLS.

STOP CONCERNING YOURSELF WITH MY GODDAMN LIFE.

Or at least unblock me on facebook so i can tell you all this in person.

LOL!

ERMAGERD I JUST DIED. I love you, Hayden Christensen. <3

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 15:51:19 -0400

ERMAGERD I JUST DIED.

I love you, Hayden Christensen.

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Wed, 10 Apr 2013 09:13:09 -0400

i will have this!

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 09:08:39 -0400

i will have this!

^.^

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 09:02:04 -0400

^.^

Rant about love. BOOM.

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 16:23:42 -0400

I hate when people make shit complicated by trying to explain and sound like they have it all figured out. Like love:

awweeee Yeah.

Call me lazy, but when I have had boyfriends, when they start to complicate, interfere, or upset my usually balance of life, emotion, and general peace of things..I drop em. Because this is my philosophy and its worked pretty damn well for me considering I am happily engaged to be married, a beautiful baby boy on the way and a relationship that everyone envies: If its complicated and hard and a fucking mess (ESPECIALLY WITHIN THE FIRST FEW MONTHS TO A YEAR) move one. Try to find better.

For one, I don’t have time to fix people. I’ve tried. It seldom works. If they have issues it better be some shit similar to your issues so you can work through them together with better support and understanding.

For two’s: I don’t have time for nor do I make time for drama. So if you are infected my it and try to infect my life and peace…see YA!

For three’s, if you bring me down, or hurt my feelings or make me feel inadequate I don’t want you. I’ve worked too damn hard for what I have and to get where I am and I will be respected and treated right. And if someone can’t do just that - its simple - fuck off.

Love isn’t complicated. Love shouldn’t be a job. People make it complicated because they don’t want to admit to themselves that it simply will not work. Or they are too selfish and/or self conscience to let it go for the chance of something better.

All this shit like “when she ignores you thats when you should talk to her the most”?

FUCKKKK THAT. That shit is petty and child’s play. If I’m ignoring you that means come the fuck back later or I’ll come to you when I’m ready.

There are very few, very simple rules to keeping a relationship:

- Be fucking honest and stop being sketchy. Stop talking to the billions of guys. Stop looking for cuties and instead find new reasons everyday why you love your one and only. Tell the truth - you’ll never be at fault or stress about it if you just tell the truth and always be pure in your relationship. Feel like cheating? Shouldn’t be in a relationship.

- Be considerate. ALWAYS. Remember that you are now a unit. You have to stick together to get through life without the world tearing you apart. How would you feel if he treated you the way you treat him? Honestly? How would you feel if he said those things to you? Put yourself in his shows (visa versa). Keep your voice level. Avoid hostility and yelling at all costs- it doesn’t fucking fix anything faster, if anything it makes things worse. And listen to each others opinions and sides. Come to common ground. You have to learn what works for you guys and how each other handles things so you know how to deliver them.

- Keep the verbal communication open. Talk over everything, ask what he thinks about decisions before you just make them all. Even if it really doesn’t concern him its nice to be in the loop and feel like your involved - ladies don’t even act like you wouldn’t be mad if you weren’t all up in his beeswax. Everything that you demand make sure you can and are delivering. Otherwise shut the fuck up.

- Don’t forget to simply appreciate, and enjoy each other. And be verbally open about how much you do appreciate them and everything they do. :]

If you aren’t getting all this but are delivering it, I suggest you revaluate the fact that there are a billion fish in the sea but this path to constant frustration and misery is the only way of life. And if you get all this but fail to deliver, you’re an asshole and your partner deserves better.

Take this shit as literal as you can. The only way to possibly fuck this up is if you start to pick it apart and bend it and warp it and complicate it so you don’t feel so bad about the fact that you’re a selfish inconsiderate lover.

Keep it fucking simple. Because after all this complication and rules everyone seems to think they have to follow to get some cookie cutter relationship you have forgotten to enjoy the uniqueness and happiness of your own.

Find what works for you, and don’t be scared to move past something because you may find better. In the end whats meant to happen most surely will. IF you deserve it.

Karma is a bitch ya know, so I’d try not to be! ;D

Another rant: This is a friend of mine’s...

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 14:58:50 -0400

Another rant:

This is a friend of mine’s baby-momma’s instagram.

note #1: he is obviously involved in this child’s life.

note #2: the baby-momma is having this convo between another girl who already has one child that she doesnt care for, and is preggers with her second by a different guy.

Congrats bitch, your rejoicing in the fact that your son is already having family issues and developing a poor relationship with his father, who pays child support and makes an effort to be involved.

What the fuck are you thinking? How can you be so selfish? Its not about you, or your opinion of the person you CHOSE to sleep with. It doesn’t change the fact that you made a child together and from now on your feelings and emotion don’t fucking matter. Its all about your child now. And I’m pretty sure that publicly humiliating my friend doesn’t make you the bigger or better person/parent.

I feel very sorry for your kid because you have already put him in the awkward position to choose sides, choose parents. Which is wrong.

you are a beautiful white girl! never let other people shame you for who you are

Wed, 03 Apr 2013 14:42:08 -0400

Thanks, and I try to hold my ground. :]

Okay, heres for my rant-of-the-day: First I would like to start...

Fri, 29 Mar 2013 15:50:00 -0400

Okay, heres for my rant-of-the-day:

First I would like to start this off with a, “Why the fuck are you talking to me and telling me this shit?”

This is a girl I went to school with, who was pregnant at like 17 with her first child. We were never friends..never talked until now - now that I am pregnant too. Which is the STUPIDEST reason to decide that you should get to know/ be friends.

I’m wondering if she is trying to befriend me to get shit from me weather its emotional or physical support, whatever the case its not happening.

Secondly, I would like to address the fact that I have no sympathy what-so-ever for this girl for two reasons; first this was so blatantly a product of stupid decisions and irresponsibility when she has already had a child and knows exactly what to expect and the expenses involved, secondly I feel like she is crying out for attention and I hate people that wanna play the victim.

And lastly, not trying to stereotype or be a bitch but its my opinion and i am sharing it: Because of the situation that she is in and the state of our government, she will begin to draw out government money for help. Money of which that was taken out of MY and every other hardworking citizens check. Just so she can get her and her baby some milk because she and her husband/boyfriend/fiancee decided to quite their jobs without some kind of back up plan or safety net.

I guess what I’m getting at is don’t bitch at me about how hard your life is when its your own damn fault its like that just because you think I am in the same boat and with sympathize. Yes, I am pregnant also, but I am working, still paying bills and providing for myself, and my fiancee. I am working very hard to make the right decisions that will allow me to bring this child into as stress free of a world asa possible. And thats what being a mother is about. I hate my job. But I need it, so my son won’t have to suffer because me or his father didn’t want to work for a living.

Okay I’m done. BLEH.

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Mon, 25 Mar 2013 14:18:01 -0400