May 2013
4 posts
I just re-read my last post.
Someone check me into the crazy house.
Lol that shit ain’t makin’ no kinda sense.
Well it does. If you have ADD.
I hate being in the spotlight. Or under a microscope. I like people listening to me but I don’t like attention. What the fuck is that? What does that even mean?
Maybe I’m just a weirdo lol
I don’t know. Maybe its the pregger hormones. I’m trying to hard to be good, and do right but not really trying at all because being honest or true isn’t something I have to work...
April 2013
14 posts
Someone is always telling me I’m doing it wrong, or I need to change something or blah blah. So who the fuck am I supposed to listen to?
I just want to run away from it all. I can’t do this. This whole choosing sides thing.
It’s like I vented to you and you’re now using it against me, or maybe you are just helping. But who knows? Can I trust you?
Fuck this. And fuck people. It’s not like...
I OCCASIONALLY DREAM ABOUT YOU AND IT SICKENS ME.
Get. Out. Of. My. Subconscious.
NOT OUR DIVISION
I
DIDN’T
QUIET
REALISE
THAT
LESTRADE
HAD
GOT
SO
INTERNATIONAL
ALL
OF
A
SUDDEN
this leads me to the question, what or where is Lestrade’s division?
MEHHHHHH I'M CHRISTIAN ROYCE AND IMMA TALK SHIT...
Shut the fuck up please?
My life stopped being your business when you decided that you didn’t want to be in a relationship with me.
Stop talking shit about me and my fiancee because you’re fucking mad that you made the wrong fucking choice and are now unhappy with your current situation.
GO TEND TO YOUR PREGNANT WIFE! STOP FLIRTING AND TRYING TO PICK UP OTHER GIRLS.
STOP...
Rant about love. BOOM.
I hate when people make shit complicated by trying to explain and sound like they have it all figured out. Like love:
awweeee Yeah.
Call me lazy, but when I have had boyfriends, when they start to complicate, interfere, or upset my usually balance of life, emotion, and general peace of things..I drop em. Because this is my philosophy and its worked pretty damn well for me considering I am...
Anonymous asked: you are a beautiful white girl! never let other people shame you for who you are
March 2013
6 posts
Another great thing i have learned about being...
Sometimes, even the best of your friends only want to stay friends with you if its convenient.
I understand everyone has lives, but I have never just left you. Never left you for a new crowd, never left you for a boy, never left you for substance. and you have done all three of those. several times.
Sometimes I have a hard time convincing myself that you’re even still worth my time.
Now...
I don't "get high".
I stay lifted.
February 2013
40 posts
Kenneth Nixon of Framing Hanley is touring with my...
And he told him to tell me ‘what’s up’
I have fan-girled, and died.
Rant OTD
You know, Tumblr can be the most excepting place.
But then again, it could be the most brutal, unforgiving, judgmental place.
So maybe you should check yourself before you claim to be ‘open-minded’ or not easily offended.
No one can take constructive criticism anymore. Everyone is just so damn wounded or loves to be a victim.
Cry about it, newsflash: Its cool to be obsessed with...
I hate the way my face feels after I've cried for...
cisbender:
when an artist wants to show you their art
or a writer wants you to read what they’ve written
it’s quite often an expression of trust
because a poem or a story or a painting are often things that come from the heart
little pieces of the artists themselves
and if they’re willing to share it with you
you should appreciate it
The things we do just to stay alive.
I have decided that after i have my child I am going to stop eating until I completely disappear. That way I will be 1 - skinny, and 2 - Unable to get pregnant again because my reproductive system will have shut down.
Sweet. I love having a plan of action.
Anonymous asked: you make me ashamed to be white tbh
You decided it was a good idea to throw me away, so in return I live my life my way and make it exactly what i wanted with you but without you.
So when you see me in 10 years, and I’m happy with my husband and our beautiful daughter. And i look fucking hot as shit. and I’m happy, and i have everything you used to want with me, You’ll be like, ‘damn, i fucked up’
...
What Tumblr has taught me.
Being awkward is cool.
Being out of style is in style.
Seeming flawed and vulnerable is feminine and sweet.
Being an outcast is makes you popular.
Ugly things are beautiful.
And being damaged or psychotic is a fad.
